To risk the pain all over again
Is the most frightening thing of all
To willingly put myself on a cliff edge
Where I don’t hang on but fall
Into grief, despair, and sadness
The belief that I failed
Turning my pain into madness
To hate my body so much
That I want it to hurt
Where I imagine running away
Isolating myself
Where I can be barren
With no expectation
Where I can lay still
With no motivation
I take a deep breath
and I will risk the pain
I’m not ready to give up
Here we go again.
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