I’m here
But not really there
I walk through life
But I’ve forgotten how to care
For myself, for anything
I’m living in tunnel vision
Never stepping off the path
Just stuck in the mission
Going through the motions
Stuck in a daze
Repeating the process
My mind is a maze
Of twists and turns
Never finding the centre
Nor any way out
I go round in circles
No one hears when I shout
That I am lost
I’m in too deep
It’s getting so dark
And I’m scared of the cost
Of what this is going to take
To find my way back
That I’ll fall through the crack
And no one will catch me
Because it is me letting go
Of the life that entraps me
What if there is no point to the cause
That I’ve been here too long
Putting my life on pause
What if it never works
What if I’m broke
Like a fire that won’t burn
Though continually stoked
Will it be worth it?
At the end of it all
Will I regret it
When my time comes to call?
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